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June 28 A Walker's Heart英国人有很多传统,其中我最欣赏的、最让我着迷的传统就是Walking。人们对英国人的印象最普遍的是“保守”。在某些方面确实是这样,例如很多地方英国人比较墨守陈规,不轻易打破固有的程序和方式,结果是很多地方效率很低。但是其实英国人是很有开拓精神的。从文化的某些方面可以看出来。例如流行音乐主流力量来源于美国,但其实很多创新的突破却开始于英国,像Beatles,Radiohead。而从历史和英国传统来看也有很多证据。英国人在历史上航海发达,勇于四处开拓新领域。这种Explorer的性格和英国的Walking传统是分不开的。英国有世界上最好的步行路线系统和地图系统,全国每个地区都有供人行走的footpath,同时也有详细精确的地图作为支持。我最喜欢的地图是一个叫Explorer的地图,比例尺1:25000,上面小到仅半米宽的footpath都有清晰显现。
我很感激神把我带到这个国家。
我其实很喜欢徒步。在大学的时候堂哥开始迷上徒步旅行,买了很多装备。我在他的影响下也对这些东西着迷。但是在国内能够实现的多是通常意义上的旅行,逛景区,对徒步的感受只能通过穿着waterproof boots去旅行,但也仅仅是穿梭于城市的街道。觉得自己很了不起的经历也只是去野长城,或者在北京从农大西区所在的马连洼走六个小时到天安门。来英国的时候,堂哥给了我一双waterproof靴子,一件很贵的waterproof上衣。
来到英国以后认识Andrew Smith,一个热爱中国文化,乐于和中国人打交道,在某些方面又很英国的英国人。跟着Andrew,我的waterproof靴子,防水冲锋衣才开始派上用场。开始只是和Andrew拿着地图在华威周围的区域徒步。但很快就有机会和他一起登山。
我很喜欢和Andrew一起登山。我喜欢跟在他后面,一步一步前行。我喜欢跟在后面看着他的步伐,每一步都那么稳健,那么坚定,踩下去踩得很实。徒步登山会遇到各种情况,天气的变化,山势的变化,等等。我喜欢Walker这个词,我不想把它翻译成行者,大概因为余秋雨的行者无疆,觉得这个词有太多文人的臊气。也许步行者是个好词。Walker不仅仅有文人自以为傲的对景色和文化的敏感,更有他们没有的坚忍和勇气。
我喜欢简单,没有价格上万的高级照相机,没有功能强大的吉普车,有的只是耐磨的Walking trousers,waterproof jacket,waterproof boots,大背包,里面装着地图,指南针,水。一切都很简单,没有零食,没有mp3,一切都以实用和需要为标准。搭上一辆火车,到一个陌生的小镇,设计路线,计算路程和时间,出发。吃一顿丰富的早饭,不吃午饭,带一块mint cake以防身体体温下降得太厉害。
晚上拖着疲惫的身子回到Hostel,吃顿晚饭,也许只是一顿Fish & Chips,喝一杯啤酒,坐在沙发上看着四处来的walkers,也许和一个陌生人攀谈,然后坐在沙发里写几张明信片,寄给思念的人。
一切都这么简单,不一定有漂亮的房间,也许要和陌生人挤在放满上下铺的房间。不会担心裤子脏了看上去不好看,关心的只是对走过的风景的回味,和陌生人的交谈,还有在这宁静的时间里的自我。
慢慢的开始学会只依赖于地图,开始学会面对迷路、面对变化的天气,面对随时可能下起的大雨,学会坚定而稳健的步伐,学会行走在陌生山涧的勇敢。 也许行走没有目的地,在hostel人们问我今天走的目的地在哪,我会说,在这里,hostel。徒步没有最终的目的地,也许是下一座山峰,但没有最终的目的地,重要不是到了哪里,而是走过的风景,经历过的天气,谈过的趣事,或者这一天覆盖的距离。
在山顶总是觉得是与神最近的地方,因为那里离天很近。很安静,只有风声,能听得到自己心里的声音,也许还有神说话的声音。或者躺在山坡的草地上,看着海拔四百米下面的小镇,享受着惬意。
希望不久就再有一次这样的出行,希望能有个有共同感受的人一起上路。 June 09 To BirminghamToday went to Brimingham for police register. I remember last time went with Carrie, Joy, it took us not more than 20 mints to get there. But this time I got lost. I walked around, in the middle of no where. checked the Compass all the time, but it was no use in the bloody massive city... I was just like a stupid bird lost in the city. Asked several people, finally got there, took me more than an hour...
I think I never like big city. Just like when I chose the university I was not willing to go to Shanghai. Just like till today I still can't say I like Beijing. I just knew it too well, but don't feel I like it. In the cities like these, I can't even hear the music in my own head...
When I was working in Postgraduate Admissions, sometimes I would think that, according to the experience I have now, if I was a more skillful applicant when I applied the university in UK, my grade actually could perfectly good enough to send me to UCL, which used to be one of my dream, to study in the College that Jeremy Benthem and Austin used to work. But now I am really thankful that God sent me to Coventry, sent me to Warwick. Cause I wouldn't like London, I don't belong to the massive city, I belong to the quiet little place, simple life.
After having done all the stuff, one the way back to train station, I passed Birmingham Catheral. I went in, sat down, prayed, calmed down. then did some other things.
In the train station I got lost again, the time of the train changed all the time, not organised at all. When I got back to Cov, felt exhausted.
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