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    March 25

    May the Lord bless us


    The debts for all my sins,
    those have been done,
    those I am doing,
    and those I will do,
    have been paid.
    The Lord bore them with him,
    Hanging on the cross.
     
    But I won't be fully accepted by the world.
    Some people still accept me and love me,
    maybe not many,
    but they become my friends,
    and one of them,
    now becomes my girlfriend.
     
    I can uncover all my sins,
    my hiden shames,
    but she is still smiling to me,
    gently saying it's ok, I understand.
     
    She's not a Christian,
    and we've never met.
    It sounds crazy,
    but this is it.
     
    We understand,
    that meeting face to face might be a huge difference,
    but we would like to try and see.
    And I don't plan to go back soon,
    but we would like to see how the Lord is leading us.
     
    Though she hasn't converted to the Lord,
    but she has a heart of gold.
    She said she would like to open her heart to the Lord,
    but it takes time.
    It doesn't matter,
    I spent five years to see the Lord,
    I believe,
    for you it won't be long.
     
    We will keep praying,
    keep trying,
    to see what HE will do,
    in us.
    March 23

    The Lord is RISEN!

     
    He is not here; he has risen, just as he said.
     
                                 Matthew 28:6
     
     
    Peace with you
     
     
     
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    March 21

    蒹葭

     
    【蒹葭】

    (缓慢,柔和的)

    蒹葭苍苍,白露为霜。

    所谓伊人,在水一方。

    溯洄从之,道阻且长;

    溯游从之,宛在水中央。


    蒹葭萋萋,白露未晞。

    所谓伊人,在水之湄。

    溯洄从之,道阻且跻;

    溯游从之,宛在水中坻。


    蒹葭采采,白露未已,

    所谓伊人,在水之涘。

    溯洄从之,道阻且右;

    溯游从之,宛在水中沚。
     
     
         《诗经·国风·秦风》
     
     
    溯洄从之,道阻且长; 溯游从之,宛在水中央...
    March 11

    看到天边一道彩虹

     
    今天下班出来,看到天边的一道彩虹。
     
    这是我见过最大最完整最清晰的彩虹。
     

     12 神 说 : 我 与 你 们 并 你 们 这 里 的 各 样 活 物 所 立 的 永 约 是 有 记 号 的 。

     13 我 把 虹 放 在 云 彩 中 , 这 就 可 作 我 与 地 立 约 的 记 号 了 。

     14 我 使 云 彩 盖 地 的 时 候 , 必 有 虹 现 在 云 彩 中 ,

     15 我 便 记 念 我 与 你 们 和 各 样 有 血 肉 的 活 物 所 立 的 约 , 水 就 再 不  泛 滥 、 毁 坏 一 切 有 血 肉 的 物 了 。

     16 虹 必 现 在 云 彩 中 , 我 看 见 , 就 要 记 念 我 与 地 上 各 样 有 血 肉 的 活 物 所 立 的 永 约 。

                                                                                                     创世纪 9:12-16

     
     

     12 And God said, "This is the sign of the covenant I am making between me and you and every living creature with you, a covenant for all generations to come:

    13 I have set my rainbow in the clouds, and it will be the sign of the covenant between me and the earth.

    14 Whenever I bring clouds over the earth and the rainbow appears in the clouds,

    15 I will remember my covenant between me and you and all living creatures of every kind. Never again will the waters become a flood to destroy all life.

    16 Whenever the rainbow appears in the clouds, I will see it and remember the everlasting covenant between God and all living creatures of every kind on the earth."

                                                                                                                      Genesis 9:12-16

     

    God is faithful, and we will trust in Him.

     

    March 04

    无题

     
    94分钟,终场哨响起,米兰0比2完败于阿森纳。
     
    看完以后我呆坐着。不想说话。
     
    这个赛季米兰将颗粒无收。这都没有关系,只要还留得住卡卡,下个赛季再回来。专心打好联赛,打进下赛季冠军杯,不再受那些名誉的拖累。
     
    可是....
     
    马尔蒂尼留不住,因为时间留不住。
     
    22年光阴献给米兰
     
    这是他最后一次出现在欧冠赛场上
     
    一个传奇在此落幕
     
    一个日渐苍老疲惫的背影
     
    一颗忠诚而坚韧的心
     
     
     
     
    March 02

    平淡一天

     
    早晨去教堂,去得比较早。到了以后同Andrew还有Chernise一起为Westwood的international students祷告,因为我们是international welcome team,所以也为我们的team祷告,希望能把welcome做得更好。然后人陆续来了以后,和朋友问候几句,然后抓了两个新来的international students聊。聊到service开始。worship很好,preaching很好,很多感动。service结束,和另一个朋友扯。临走的时候,把教堂里大家扔下不带走的传单捡起来,放在篮子里回收利用,Oliver在的时候每个星期日我都帮他做这个,这次他们去旅游,我就自己来了。
     
    回到家,随便煮了点东西吃,和爸妈连线。
     
    然后和朋友聊天。
     
    然后自己给自己做了一顿,用饺子汤做成很好的stock,用来煮米饭。这是跟Carolyn学的,很好吃。然后做了一个烧香辣猪肉,做得都不错。从Howarth厨房出来的学徒做菜没什么说的。
     
    吃完一个人出去安安静静地走了一小圈。
     
    回来熨好衬衣和西裤,明天穿得整整齐齐的上班。
     
    过一会把领带打好,明早就不用急了。
     
    然后早点睡觉。
     
    好好工作。
     
    上班下班回家睡觉。
     
    Welcome to the adult life Smile
     
    "平淡一天,平淡的心情
    平淡一天,简单的心情
    就这样坐着,望着那窗外
    看天边云彩,随着风变幻"
     
    许巍 “平淡”