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    November 27

    Days of Blessing

     
    Sunday Morning
     
    Danna decided to go to Westwood. I was very happy that God is leading more and more his children. I do hope Chinese friends to go to St. John. It's near the campuse, relatively convenient for the students in the Uni, and they will have more options in timing, either go to Chinese Church in the afternoon, or go to St. John in the morning, both are the beautiful house of the Lord, more options mean more chance for people getting closer to Him. And also, it is a good opportunity to get to know more nice English Chiristians, and of course, practising English speaking. Anyway, happy for Danna's coming, besides, even more happy that she came with Cindy, didn't expect more friends will come. Brilliant. Hopefully they will lead more friends there.
     
    Sunday Afternoon
     
    It was international event of our cell, English cream tea and learn how to make scones. It should be attractive, but it's near the end of the term, everyone is so busy, and the time is conflicted with Sunday service of Chinese Church. I went to Tesco to wait for the people who might come. I went half hour earlier. I knew probably no one will come. I was ready for waiting for nothing. Then I saw Laijun, maybe I've given up totally, I went up to him and asked directly "are you going to Tesco?" He said, no, i'm going with you to the event. I was so surprised. Even Tom told me don't put too much hope on it, it's all right if no one come. But now, at least we have one guest.
    The scones we made were absolutely wonderful. It reminded me Cecca, every time I have delicious dessert I will think about Cecca, haha.
     
    Later of Sunday Afternoon
     
    All the known possiblities of finding a room for Paul were rejected. None of Carolyn's friends could offer a place. I've decided to let Paul stay with Carolyn and Oliver, and they also agreed. But all of sudden, Carolyn told me there was a name strangely jumping into her head, just like someone suddenly put the name into her head. It's a old lady, she didn't have experiences to accept international student before, but she's been to China! Then we went to the house and saw the room, it's nice place and she's a wonderful lady, very easy-going, made everything so easy. We went out the house, I was so grateful and told Carolyn that it's amazing, she said, you must pray for that very hard.
    I'm going to Newcastle on 2nd and will be back in the evening of 3rd, Carolyn even offered a lift, she said would go to train station to pick us up. Amazing persons.
     
    Monday Afternoon
     
    Talked to Elaine, the time in HK was midnight. She said her ankle pain has come back again, couldn't even fall asleep, would have some painkiller later. But she had to sleep early cause need to work in the early morning. I prayed for her immediately. In the evening before I went to bed, I got a email from Elaine. She said she had a sweet dream last night, didn't feel pain at all and even didn't take painkiller. Ye, God is a caring God.
     
    Monday Evening
     
    Cindy did prayer the first time. I can imagine the joyful sound in the Heaven, nothing is happier than another child start to talk to the God.
     
    Monday Night
     
    Went to play football in the evening, not really briiliant but not too bad considering the three-month's break. Anyway, finally I had a deep and nice sleep last night, which I haven't been enjoyed for so long.
     
     
    November 18

    无题

     
    很想念
    一些人
    一些场景
     
    空间之隔
    不同的世界
     
    在山上的时候
    刺骨的风
    冰冷的雨
    却让记忆格外清晰
     
    像安静的时候
    放的一首歌
    像安静的时候
    燃烧的一支烟
    却让人感觉强烈
    November 08

    11月8号风很大

     
    且听风吟
     
    突然落下的夜晚
    灯火已隔世般阑珊
    昨天已经去得很远
    我的窗前已模糊一片

    大风声 像没发生 太多的记忆
    又怎样放开我的手
    怕你说 那些被风吹起的日子
    在深夜收紧我的心

    日子快消失了一半
    那些梦又怎能做完
    你还在拼命的追赶
    这条路究竟是要去哪儿

    大风声 像没发生 太多的记忆
    又怎样放开我的手
    怕你说 那些被风吹起的日子
    在深夜收紧我的心
    咿呀
    时光真疯狂
    我一路执迷与匆忙
    依稀悲伤
    来不及遗忘
    只有待风将她埋葬
    咿呀 咿呀
    待风将她埋葬
    咿呀 咿呀
    待风将她埋葬
    咿呀 咿呀
    我们曾在路上
    咿呀 咿呀
    待风将她埋葬